I Am Done Damon|Bonnie|Kevin

I sat on my armchair, waiting for the Witch to come barging in any minute. Bonnie was completely furious at me for not saving Kevin from Pam. I tried telling her my side of the story, but she wouldn't listen. She only cared about seeing Kevin and being pissed at me, so I told her she could come over and see him. He already had a blood bag, so his Urges would be put on hold for a while.

I walked to the Salvatore's place and didn't even bother knocking. "You are a complete asshole Damon!! How dare you!?!" I yelled as I walked up to him sitting in the living room. "I should stake you where you sit right now." I told him shoving him backward. "You are just lucky that my friends actually tolerate you or you would have been mummified years ago."

I hid behind the kitchen wall, hearing what was being said. I could tell that the fighting was about me turning. I hate Damon now for letting Pam do what she did. I breathed a silent sigh, hoping that they didn't know I was there. For some reason, I started to cry.

I sighed at Bonnie and said, "Did you not hear me over the phone earlier!? I said that I couldn't save him because Pam is my boss," I said angrily. "Oh please, you know you can't kill me even if you tried," I spat at her. "Kevin, get the hell out here!" I yelled at him. His presence was right behind the other side of the living room in the Kitchen. "Well, what are you waiting for!? Get out here now!" I yelled.

"Oh please Damon I know you could have saved him if you wanted to. But you didnt want to." I yelled then when he said Kevin was around I quieted down and kept quiet. I waited for him to come out from behind the wall.

I walked out slowly and faced Bonnie and Damon. Tears continued to stream down my face, angry and Damon and scared of what Bonnie would say to me. She probably doesn't want to do anything with me, let alone look at me anymore. I don't blame her. I'm now a Vampire again. I know it's what I wanted, but how it turned out. "Do you hate me?" I asked Bonnie, still crying my eyes out.

I glared at Kevin and said, "And the little brat shows himself," I said, continuing to glare at the little prick. "Yes, she hates you, but she won't admit it probably," I said, giving the kid a fake smile. "Hey, Kevin? Would you like a drink?" I said teasing him just to make him angry.

I concentrated slightly and gave Damon a migraine then walked over to Kevin "Of course I don't hate you." I told him and hugged him slightly. "None of this is your fault. Why would I hate you?" I asked him and just ignored Damn being here

I wiped my tears and sobbed and said, "Because of what I am. It'll take a while before I become myself again. The urges keep yelling at me in my head, but I fight them so hard," I said, looking at Bonnie with eyes in pain and guilt. "Stefan has been helping me, when Damon starves me," I said, glaring at him. I used my speed and jumped on top of him, and pinned him to the ground. "You better be nice to Bonnie, or I'll rip your heart out right now!" I spat at him in anger. I wasn't afraid to hurt him right then and there. Instead, I bashed his head in the floor, knocking him out. "That'll keep him busy for an hour or so."

I looked on as Kevin looked at me with an expression full of pain then watched as that pain turned to pure rage within an instant then he knocked out Damon. "Wow Kev, remind me not to get on your hit list." I told him sitting on the couch. I patted the spot next to me motioning him to sit down. "So the whole trasformation thing... is it tough?" I asked him sweetly.

I sighed and then bit my lip, trying to think of a way to describe it. "It's ... Different ... My urges are stronger when I'm not ... hungry," I paused, spitting the last word out prctically. "I have to keep drinking every three hours, or ..." I didn't even have to finish my sentence. Bonnie knew what I would say before I had even finished it.

I wanted to touch, but ... knowing that I could feel the pulse of her heart will make my urge come back to life, and I don't want to hurt Bonnie ... I don't want to even hurt strangers ... But, I'd like to strangle Damon. I hate him - more than ever. He tried to cover up my "death" from daddy, and now that daddy knows the truth, he hasn't even spoken to Damon since.

I got up on my feet, a little irritated. "So much for me being nice," I said, cracking my neck. "Screw all of you! I'm done! Have fun being a Vampire again!" I spat at the little brat. I zoomed off before Bonnie could say anything more. That made me realize that I can never be the good one. to be honest, I prefer to be bad, and that's what I'm going back to - being myself again, and this time ... nothing will change me.